Showing posts with label Short stories. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Short stories. Show all posts

Friday, June 23, 2017

A Difficult Choice- a collection of short stories



I am happy to inform you that my book of short stories titled `A Difficult Choice` is now available on Amazon. With the publication of this book- my sixth in eight years - I have covered five genres of books: An autobiography; An industry based book on my experiences as a Rural Marketing Specialist; A collection of my essays on a variety of topics; An institutional history of 41 Clubs of India ( an association of ex-tablers) and now a book of short stories.The only genre remaining in my target list is a `Novel`. Hope God gives me enough time in this world to fulfill my dream of writing a Novel. At
75 it might look like an over ambitious dream but I am going to give it a good try.

Priced at Rs.199/-only, the book has a Forword by the legendary Novelist and Playwright and a Sahithya Academy Award winner Shri Indira Parthasarathy.  The proceeds from the sale of the book will go towards the activities of Prabha Rajan Talent Foundation

You can order your copies at : http://www.amazon.in/dp/8185987130

Look forward to your support and feedback on my book .

Monday, February 1, 2016

Reckless Youth- short story


  Rakesh was an executive in a private limited company in Delhi.  He came from a middle class background. Immediately after his graduation he  joined a company dealing with auto spare parts, as a trainee.  Impressed by his sincerity and hard work the company had promoted him as an executive which entitled him to occupy a cubicle.  The cubicle had two tables.  The seat next to him was lying vacant for more than a month as the replacement for the colleague who had resigned his job, had not yet joined

It was a Monday morning and   Rakesh as usual reached his office by 9.30 am and was browsing through his papers, when his Manager, accompanied by a young man, came to his desk. He  introduced him to Navin as the new executive who had joined the department and would occupy the table next to Rakesh.

Navin was a tall,  handsome young man with a friendly  disposition.  Being of the same age group Rakesh and Navin hit it off well.  While Rakesh was a married man, Navin was still an eligible bachelor.  Within a few months they had become so close that Rakesh became Navin’s confidante. He would talk about his family, friends and other happenings in life.  Before long  he also  started sharing details of his love life.

Rakesh with middle class values who had married a girl of his parents choice, Navin’s love life seemed  full of fun.  He started envying  Navin.

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Navin had several girl friends belonging to different regions. Invariably he would have a date with someone or the other, every other evening and   by 5.30 pm  he would be fidgety and start looking at his watch .Before the boss called him for some last minute job, he would vanish from the office.

One morning Navin walked into the office, a very happy man.  When Rakesh asked him for the reason, he sat  dreamy eyed  in his chair, refusing  to talk.  There was a contented smile on his face.

“Come on Navin, tell me the secret of your happiness”,  Rakesh shook Navin’s shoulder to bring him back to reality.

“Yaar! She was too good! Yesterday I managed to go to bed with Rekha and found out that I was the first person in her life to have had sex with her”

“What, you  had sex with a virgin?” asked Rakesh with curiosity.

“What to do yaar, if girls fall for me, I have no choice but to make them happy.  Am I not doing a social service? Ha.. ha.. ha”- Navin burst out laughing at his own joke.

Rakesh was not sure that he agreed with his friend.

“ But I am very choosy about whom I go to bed with” continued Navin

“What do you mean by being choosy?”

Suddenly Navin got a call from his boss on the intercom.  He left his  table after promising Rakesh to give the details of his fun life another day.

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Rakesh was quite keen to know more about  Navin’s sex  life.  It promised to be interesting.  One evening he managed to  buttonhole  Navin and took him for a drink to a nearby restaurant .  Fortunately his wife was away at her mother’s place and he was in no hurry to return home.

They were sitting in a cosy corner in the restaurant.

“Tell me Navin, about your being choosy about the girls you go to bed with”

Navin smiled at his friend and said, “Are you envious Rakesh! Well you decided to marry early and settle down in life.  I decided not to marry but enjoy life to the full.  Why buy the cow when the milk is free? Ha .. Ha .. Ha” -Navin responded with his trade mark  laughter.

Seeing the change in the expression  on Rakesh’s face, Navin realized that he had hurt his friend.

“Okay Baba! since you are so eager to know about my secret, I will reveal it to you”

Rakesh immediately relaxed and was  ready to listen to Navin’s story.

“You know Rakesh, I  seem to be having a lucky mole somewhere that girls fall for my look and sweet talk easily.  I was seduced by a young married woman in our  neighbourhood, when I was only 16 and was still in school.  But she taught me many secrets of sex life which has stood me in good stead in all my escapades with girls”.

“Immediately after school, because my father’s job involved frequent transfers, I was admitted to a college with hostel facility.  It was a co-ed college with separate hostel for girls and boys.  But opportunity  for girls and boys to mix were plenty.  I soon realized that, much to the envy of my friends,  I was the target of many girls who not only sought my company but also were willing to go to any lengths to make me happy.  Since I had already tasted blood, I was ready for the game. It was not difficult for me to go to bed with some of them. And I found out that many of them had already had sex with other boys but a few of them were still virgins.  I discovered to my surprise that the pleasure of deflowering a virgin was much greater”

Rakesh who was listening to Navin intently   asked, “but how do you know that the girt is a virgin?  She may be telling you a lie that you are the first person in her life?”

“Good question Rakesh.  That is where experience counts.  After sleeping with so many girls I can distinguish between an initiated and uninitiated girl”

“Don’t they ask you to marry them? Not all go after you only for sex?”

“Again a good question.  Yes, some of them do talk about long term commitment.  But the moment I realize the victim is serious about marrying me, I ease the person out of my life”

“They can blackmail you buy claiming to be pregnant with your baby.  What do you do?”

“Wow, Rakesh! The way you are asking me questions, you make me feel that you must have also had affairs before your marriage.”

Rakesh recoiled and blurted out, “No, no.  I had no girl friends and no affairs.  In fact I was a virgin when I  married.  My wife was the first person I had sex with.”  replied Rakesh sheepishly.

“Ha.. ha…   you missed all the fun in life Rakesh.  Well,  to answer your question I always ensure that I practice safe sex with the girls I go to bed with”

 “Tell me Navin, how many girls have you slept with?”

“Scores of them Rakesh.  I have lost count.  But these days I specialize  in seducing girls who blackmail me to marry them, because their parents have chosen some other groom for them”

“What do you mean?”

“Without falling into the marriage trap, I persuade them to have their first sex with me”

“Oh my god, Navin!  Is it not a rape?  Is it not a sin?” Asked Rakesh innocently.

“How could it be a sin, Rakesh?  It is consensual sex.  I am not forcing myself on the girl.  I  tell them sob stories  and  somehow convince them to have their first sex experience with me.  Some agree and some don’t.  I take my chance.  But by and large I have been very successful in initiating a number  of to- be married virgin girls into sex”

Navin’s tone was triumphant . He  beamed with pride at his achievements!

Rakesh was shell-shocked listening to Navin.


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Navin  left the company within a year  for a better job in Bangalore.  While he continued with his  efforts  to trap innocent girls with his looks and charm, he did not realize that his boss’s not so good looking daughter, who was also working in the same company, had designs on him.  She had fallen madly  in love with Navin and was bent on marrying him at any cost. She had discovered the secrets of Navin`s love life and  threatened him with dire consequences if he refused to marry her.

In the meanwhile Navin had found out  that he was afflicted with an incurable disease which posed a big question mark about his job and his very life. He felt very insecure about his future. When the girl was willing to marry him even after learning about his health condition, he saw  a possible insurance against the uncertain future he faced. He agreed to marry the girl. Within a year he was blessed with a baby girl  bringing  some cheer into his  otherwise gloomy life.

 The rare nervous disease he had  was slowly affecting the different parts of his body making him progressively  immobile.  Thanks to his marrying his  boss’s daughter he continued to have a job and earn a living. 

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Within  two years  of Navin  leaving, Rakesh also left the company  for a better job in another company in Mumbai  and in course of time completely lost touch with Navin.

Years rolled by. Rakesh  had risen to the position of  Vice President of the company in which he  was working ,  involving  frequent travels.

One morning when he was at the Mumbai airport seated  at the  departure lounge waiting for the announcement of his  flight to  Bangalore  he saw a man being brought in a wheel chair by an old looking lady.  The person with a grey beard seemed to be  very ill.  But the face looked familiar to Rakesh.

He got up and started discretely walking towards the wheel chair when the person also saw him and their eyes were locked for a few seconds.  Rakesh realized that the person in the wheel chair was his old  friend Navin.  The handsome,  charismatic and romantic young man had been reduced to a cripple moving around in a wheel chair.

Rakesh went close to the wheel chair and said, “Aren`t you Navin?  We worked together more than twenty years ago”

With great difficulty the man  extended his right hand to Rakesh.

“Ya Rakesh, it is me Navin” his voice was feeble and incomprehensive. ‘This is my wife’ he said pointing to the lady standing next to him. There was a look of self pity in his eyes.  Rakesh realized that his friend did not want to talk further. So they exchanged cards and promised to meet later.


Rakesh did not meet Navin. But sitting in a hotel in Bangalore a few days  later when  he was browsing through the newspaper a news item regarding the rape of a 20 year old girl in a taxi by the taxi driver attracted his notice.  The face of the person featured in the photo accompanying the news item looked familiar.  It was his old friend Navin in a wheel chair looking completely shattered . The victim was his daughter.

“Did God punish Navin for his immoral acts in his youth?” wondered Rakesh. He remembered his Guruji telling him once that “in Kaliyuga you reap the consequences of your misdeeds in this very life”.



Love is blind- short story


Raghav was busy tending to the plants in the small garden he had in front of his  independent house in Bangalore. He saw a taxi stopping in front of his house.  He was surprised to see his daughter Anushka getting out of the taxi.  He had no intimation about her arrival.  Since she left for Dubai a few years ago with her husband, there had been no communication between them.

Anushka walked into the  house  with her luggage.  She looked totally distraught.   When she saw her mother Neena seated in a  wheel chair, unable to move , she rushed to hug her and broke down crying.  Raghav and Neena were perplexed.  When Neena asked her what happened, Anushka did not reply but was sobbing inconsolably.

In between sobs, Anushka told them that her husband had divorced her as per Muslim law and thrown her out of the house.  Since there was no one to help her in Dubai, she had taken the first available flight home to meet them and seek their help.

Raghav’s surprise turned into a shock.  With great difficulty he controlled his emotions and sat down on the sofa to get more details about Anushka’s life in Dubai and to find out the reason for her husband’s action.

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Hailing from a middle class family Raghav had a Masters in Mechanical Engineering.  After graduation he joined an automobile company as Trainee Engineer.  Over the years he rose in the company to become the  Divisional Head and was doing well in his job.  He had also managed to build a small dream house on the outskirts of Bangalore with a small garden.  His wife Neena was a home maker, a charming person who was well known for her wonderful hospitality. Anushka was their only daughter.

An extremely pretty & vivacious girl Anushka was full of fun and made friends easily . A Commerce graduate,  She pursued a computer course, in a private institute, to qualify herself for a job in a software company. She did well in the computer course and after finishing the two years course managed to get a job as a software engineer in a leading software firm in Bangalore, with a handsome salary.  Raghav and Neena were happy that their  daughter  was  progressing  well in life.  They thought it was time that they found a life partner for Anushka.

When  life was cruising along beautifully, Raghav did not realize that a storm was brewing in his life which was to shatter the peace in their home.

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It was not unusual for Anushka to return home late from office.  When questioned by her parents about this she would always reply,

“We are working on a big project Appa.  I have to stay back every day to help my boss meet the deadline”

“Who is your boss?  Are there other girls in your team?” – worried Raghav would question her.

“Our boss is Mr. Hussain.  He is a very good man Appa.  Whenever I am late, he only drops me home”

“Oh! That white car which drops you is his.  I thought you were taking a call taxi home every day”

“Though he stays far away, it is nice of him to drop me home before he goes to his flat”

Apart from coming late from office every evening, Anushka also started going to office on week ends.    One week end, Anushka did not return home.  When contacted, she said, “Appa, the project has reached the final stage.  My boss has to make a presentation to the management on Monday morning.  So I am staying back in the office to complete the job.  Don’t worry, I am safe in the office.

Raghav was not happy.  But he did not make an issue of it, trusting his daughter.

Even after completion of the project, Anushka continued to come home late.  Within a month, when again she did not return home over a week end, Raghav and Neena got worried.

“I am not comfortable Raghav.  We have got to check on what is really happening”  Neena urged Raghav to investigate the matter.  “You had said that you  know some one in the company where Anushka is working.  Why don’t you discreetly check about Anushka “

Raghav decided to act.  The news that the friend gave him about Anushka a week later was shocking.

“Raghav,  your daughter seems to be having an affair with her boss,  Mr.Hussain, a divorcee who has been with the company for the last five years.  He seems to be doing well in his job and he is in  the good books  of the management. I learnt that  your daughter is seen going out with him daily  after office hours.  In fact there is a  rumour in his department that the two have been spending week- ends  at a resort, on the outskirts of Bangalore”

Totally shattered Raghav and Neena decided to  confront  Anushka, on a  Monday following a week end when she was away from home.

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“Where were you this week end Anushka?” asked Raghav.

“I told you I was in the office”

“Don’t lie Anushka.  I know where you spent this week end with your boss”

Anushka realized that her bluff had been called off.  She decided to be defiant.
 There was no remorse or regret when she said, “Yes, Appa.  I am in love with my boss.  And we are planning to marry soon”

Raghav did not expect his daughter to be so bold.

“But Anushka, I understand he is a Muslim, is 15 years older than you.  Besides he is a divorcee”

“So what Appa, I love him and he too loves me.  He is so kind and caring, I feel very happy and secure in his company”

Raghav and Neena tried their best to persuade Anushka to change her mind.  When they failed, they asked close friends of Anushka to influence her decision.  But nothing worked.

When the pressure at home became unbearable, one Friday evening Anushka walked out of the home, never to return again.

Much to their displeasure, Raghav and Neena learnt that Anushka was staying with her boss in his flat.  Subsequently they had a registered marriage attended by some office colleagues.  Soon both quit their jobs and left for Dubai, where Anushka’s husband had found a good job in a software company.

All the efforts of Raghav to  connect with his daughter failed miserably.  She refused to respond to any communication from him. Over a period of time he lost all contact s with her. Raghav  could not believe that love could be so blind that it can make a girl forget her near and dear ones completely.

Neena could not bear the  loss of their only child.  She fell seriously ill never to recover completely from a progressively debilitating disease she contracted, making her dependent on a wheelchair to move around the house.

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In between sobs, Anushka told Raghav that after they reached Dubai, Hussain’s family consisting of his father, mother and a sister also joined them.  She was forced to convert into Islam and was given  the name Mumtaz.  She was not allowed to take up any job.  However, she began dabbling in some social activities  in the neighbourhood.

Within 5 years of their marriage, the couple was blessed with two sons.  Anushka had to cut down on her social activities to concentrate on the children.

Hussain had moved up the ladder in his company to become a Vice President.  He was travelling a lot and spent very little time at home.  She began to feel that he was beginning to get distant from her.  Her in laws also started ill treating her. They were not happy about her going out on social work. But they were extremely good to her sons and the children also loved their grand parents.

On a couple of occasions when she tried to go out to meet some old friends who were visiting Dubai, her in laws created a scene. They must have carried tales to Hussein because his attitude towards her began to change. Anushka realized that Hussain did not love her any  more. And He was not giving her time to listen to her story. She started feeling isolated and miserable.   

Unable to bear the pressure, one day she managed to corner   Hussain when they were alone at home.

“What is happening Hussain? Why are you ignoring me?  Have you found some one more interesting?” the direct confrontation by Anushka provoked Hussain.

He replied, “Why, I understand that you have also been  in touch with your old boy friend from India, who was here recently.  You were  seen a couple of times with him in a hotel”

Anushka did not know what hit her.  It was true that she had met the old friend at a restaurant only once.  And she had informed her in laws about the meeting.  But she did not expect that Hussain will use the information to fix her and to make her feel more miserable.

This led to a massive show down between them.    Hussain walked out of the house telling her that he is going to be away on tour for a couple of days and deal with her after his return.

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Those three days were the most miserable days in Anushka’s life.  She locked up herself in a room not eating and crying the whole day.

Three days later, when Hussain returned,  instead of trying to patch up with her and console her, he threw a bomb shell at her.

“Anushka, our marriage is not working out.  I have decided to marry again.  I have found a more understanding woman, who can take care of my parents and my children.  The law of this land allows me  to do this.  Here is your air ticket to go back to India and some money for your expenses.
I will keep the children with me. My parents will take care of them.”

.Anushka was devastated.  Hussain had given her no opportunity or time to discuss their problem.  Just took an adhoc decision and walked out of her life.  She thought of committing suicide.  But the strong person in her decided to fight Hussain.  Since she did not have any close friends in Dubai, she decided to return to India to her long forgotten parents. She was confident that with her father`s help she will win the case and atleast get custody of her children, who were just 3 & 5 then .

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Raghav  ran from pillar to post to find a solution to Anushka’s problem.  He contacted the best lawyer in town seeking his advice in the matter.  He even visited Dubai and tried to meet Hussain, without luck.

In the meanwhile, Anushka’s condition became more and more pitiable.  She was missing her children.  Besides, the realization that her rash action had resulted in her mother falling seriously ill also started eating into her. Though she tried to help her mother in whatever way she could, it was a miserable time for everyone.

A year passed by, without any solution to Anushka’s problem.  Raghav  had found out that the laws of the land  in Dubai, favoured  Hussain.  There was no hope of Anushka getting custody of her children.

Both Neena and  Raghav persuaded Anushka to take up a job in a software company so that she will have some diversion.  Slowly she started coming out of her depression and started  behaving  her normal self -spending as much of her spare time as possible with her mother – trying to cheer her in her miserable state.  Though she missed her children, she remembered to celebrate their birthdays at home, every year. 

While Neena was happy that her daughter was there to give her company, she was anxious to see her resettled in life, when she was still alive.  She started putting pressure on Anushka to get  married again.

It took almost four years since she returned to her parents home for Anushka to agree to the idea..

Raghav  spread the word around, advertised  through community journals and wedding portals.  After an intensive effort, he managed to find a good match  for Anushka . His name was Ranaganath -  a widower  who was a successful Chartered Accountant, in his mid forties, coming from a well to do family.  Apart from good looking he came across as a very understanding person – willing to accept Anushka’s  past.

Though  Ranganath  had given his consent within a couple of meetings,  Anushka took her own time in giving her decision

Finally when she gave her consent , it was agreed the wedding will be  a very low  key  affair in a Hall  attended by  very  selected friends & relatives.

Neena, who was seated in a wheel chair on the front row in the hall was very happy to see the marriage ritual – which she had missed when Anushka had walked out on them to have a registered marriage wih  her lover.  While Anushka seemed  happy at the turn of events, the thoughts of her children did pass through her mind.  She wondered whether she will ever see them again in her life.

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A surprise awaited the family when they returned home after the wedding ceremony. 

It was a cover addressed to Anushka delivered by courier that morning.  The maid who was holding  the fort in their house had received it.  What intrigued  Raghav was that it was from Hussain in Dubai.  He was not sure what good / bad news it contained.  He did not want to spoil the celebratory mood of the family.  So he waited till every one settled down to rest.  In the privacy of his bedroom he read the letter.

“Dear Anushka,

I am writing this letter to you with a heavy heart.  After the way I treated you, I don’t know if you would like to even read a letter from me.  But it concerns your , nay our children.  So please read on.

After your departure from the house, the boys started missing you badly.  Though my parents were showering  the affection on them to the best of their abilities I realized that it could  never replace the love of a mother.  After a couple of years when they started slowly accepting the situation, my parents who had gone on a Haj  pilgrimage died in the major stampede in Mecca, which happened early  this year.  It was a shocking experience.  The boys were shattered.  Unable to cope with the family pressure brought on by this  incident, my wife  Rita  walked out of my life..

I have never been a good father to my children.  Though I shower them with gifts from time to time, I have never spent quality time with them.  I am at my wits` end. As I am not sure of my ability  to bring up the children on my own, I thought of checking with you to find out  if you would accept the responsibility of bringing them up.  I can arrange for the necessary finance.

Please let me know about your decision on the following email id at the earliest.

Yours … ex-husband
Hussain”

Vivek was confused.  A mixture of emotions passed through his mind.  After a traumatic period  Anushka was about to begin  a new life with her new husband.  Should he upset the apple cart by sharing the letter with her?  On the other hand she had always been  pining  for her children.  Won`t it make her very happy to hear the news.  Is it fair to keep such an important information from her.

He showed the letter to Neena who felt it would be best to give the letter to Anushka and let her decide the course of action.

After rest,  when the family was having a cup of tea, Vivek handed over the cover containing the letter to Anushka.  When she saw that the letter was from Hussain, she became tense and started reading the letter with  trembling hands,  with tears rolling down her eyes .  Ranganath was  keenly watching  her.  When she finished reading she started crying, hugging the letter to her heart.  Once she recovered, she passed on the letter to  Ranganath to read.

Vivek, Neena and Anushka were anxiously watching  for  Ranganath`s `s reaction as he was  reading the letter.  His response shocked every body.

With a smiling face, he hugged Anushka and told her,

“This is the best gift we have received on our wedding day Anushka.  Don’t worry, your children are my children.  We will both go to Dubai to pick up the children and go on a family holiday before we return to India.`

With tears of joy rolling down their eyes,  and with folded hands,  Vivek,  Neena and Anushka  expressed their gratefulness to Ranganath.. After several years there was a sense of  happiness in the family!